I have been standing at a cross roads for months. Looking at the same forks in the road. My road, my choices, my life. Now if I could only decide. In my heart I have decided. Neither fork is the correct one, one is paved with anger. The other I would have to plead and beg. I will forge ahead and blaze a new path just for me. There will be consequences and I am not ready for them. I will be. I have to be. Time to do what needs done.